i really love it when my friends keep their word.
and when they listen to things i say.
i don't like always having to be the one to make an effort to see them.


far as im concerned i have like MAYBE 4-5 REAL FRIENDS.

..has to be a big deal, or have some huge stupid meaning behind it.

everything with you is always like that.
loser.

its literally been forever and a day since i used this.

here it goes;
- i work a lot. but at least i make money.
- im an aunt now!!
- i graduated.
- actually theres a lot more.
- lastly, i am def not listening to War Pigs while im typing this.

new things are good.
i have good feelings about a few things.



now get off my lawn.

fool me once, shame on you.
fool me twice, shame on me.
fool me a third time, and shame on your mother for raising you up that way.

BE THERE, cause i know you aint got shit else to do.

ill never forget the sound of my sisters voice on the phone, when she call me late in the morning to tell me billy was shot and killed.


it was two years ago to this day.



and i miss him just as much.

today feels like the first day of fall, that makes me happy.

my birthday is in 2-3 weeks from tomorrow.
janurary 3rd. i am pumped. the big 1-8.

nowadays people talk too much shit and assume things they dont know anything about.
sucks even more when its your friends.

" i dont like video games because they are so violent. they shold make video games that arent violent.i wanna play a game where you have to take care of the people that were shot in all the other games...its like 'hey man, what are you playing?'. 'super busy hospital....can you please leave me alone im performing surgery on a patient. its pretty serious. he was shot in head 57 times."